Imaginary Gardens

...like that day I hit the referee with the whiskey bottle.*

My day has fucking sucked because omfg!. ( Sickle is angry and upset and quite verbal about it. )


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Historical Figure Meme via fallen_iceangel:


Which Historical Lunatic Are You?
From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey.


* Dan Castellaneta

Direct quote from cleolinda's post:

Oh my God. I had a really bad day, and my blood sugar was really low, and I was having to clean up the kitchen again after the second gigantic baking mess of the day, and my stepfather came home and turned on the news and they were talking about someone who had died and I went into the den and there was a big picture of Heath Ledger and the words "TMZ says pills were found besides Ledger's body." I said "Oh my God" about six times, and then I went back into the kitchen and tried to finish cleaning up, and I started crying, and I don't even know why.

Heath Ledger found dead in NYC at age 28.

Oh. My. God.


* allthelivesofme

One of my great aunt´s died this morning. It was a sudden thing, though she´s been quite weak and had a cold. I can´t remember when was the last time I saw her, must´ve been more than a year ago. I do remember the actual day, though. She´d been loosing her memory for quite a number of years by then, so she didn´t know who I was anymore.

I remember that, as a child, she was my favorite aunt. Granted, the *only* aunt I had access to regularly when I spent summers in Spain. She´d take me on walks.

I know that ever since she began not recognizing me, I´d said goodbye. But still.

So I don´t know what happens now. I guess I stay here. My uncles, still on vacations, don´t know whether they´ll go to the funeral (though they´re relatively close to the area).


Am somewhat curious what the funeral would be like, and being at one. Never been to one, and this is only the second person I personally who´s died, though neither were, y´know, particularly close at that point in time.

Hope my close family members live a long life, or I a short one. Loosing them´s one experience I´d rather not have.

I´ve just spent a good while trying to explain here how I think it´d be harder to loose a sibling than a mother (which is a very big thing) but can´t really. I mean, you get used to the idea of parents having to go, but siblings have always been there. Loose a sibling and you´re just so much more alone.


Good god is this emo.