Oh, internet, when did you become such an anaesthetic?*

[bending_sickle]

I haven't left my room all day, save for basic needs like food and stuff. Most of my day has been spent compiling the previous 3 posts. I think this is what they mean by compulsive. And it's not like anyone's going to give two shits anyway. Once I finished the posts, though, I got dragged out of the wonderful focused zone I'd been in and promptly went into the wibble zone. I was going to go outside, even, but the wibbles wrecked havoc on that plan, and I was too afraid to pass by people in the kitchen on the way out. This is why I'd rather just not think some days. This is not a happy Sickle. It may also not be a healthy Sickle, because I forsee a need for antibiotics. It may be too early to cry havoc and let loose the dogs, but I hate my body. Also, I'm fucking starving all the god-damn motherlovin' time. And no, I don't really have food. And I'm sick of being alone lonely.

In other news, Supernatural was awesome.

ETA: I dreamt last night that Freddy Kreuger (identified but not seen) was after me at night in a small town, around picnic tables and things like that in a horrible cat-and-mouse, hide-and-seek thing, except when he caught me, or I caught him, his face came right off, like a squishy mask, and it was the saddest thing in the world, and so was he. [I may have read too many fics wherein Rorschach is forced to remove his mask. Or maybe the sadness is from something else.]

Quote of the Day: "Tiny Vessels", Death Cab for Cutie

So when you ask "Is something wrong?"
I think "You're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."

Meme - 30 Days - Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago: Apart from the photos taken with my digital camera, which came into my life about five years ago, I only have four actual hard-copy photographs. All of my photo-albums are scattered around various homes in Europe. Therefore I only have one photo of myself from way-back-when (well, from Jan. 2001). Appologies for the lousy quality, it's a photo of a photo.



Sickle, age 17, with brother in Chicago, visiting said sibling.

Previously:

Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television program
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy - GIFs
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took

Coming Soon

Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 → A fictional book
Day 14 → A non-fictional book
Day 15 → A fanfic
Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 → A talent of yours
Day 20 → A hobby of yours
Day 21 → A recipe
Day 22 → A website
Day 23 → A YouTube video
Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 → Your day, in great detail
Day 26 → Your week, in great detail
Day 27 → This month, in great detail
Day 28 → This year, in great detail
Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Links of the Day:

Supernatural:
tracy_loo_who's Review of Latest Episode
dean_sam's flocked 100 Episodes video: "Thank You!" to the fans (Source)
sweetgirl7808's Valentine Text Quotes

Human Target:
humantargetkink - Kink Meme!

Random Fandom:
Nestra's National Public Radio Fic (RPF) Wait, Wait, Don't Eat Me - Zombies!

Random:
rex_dart's reaction to "an anti-choice group in Atlanta [...] currently plastering the city in billboards that read 'black children are an endangered species'"
marika_kailaya's smackdown what, you think funerals are less expensive than therapy? - "for fear of their children being Not Like Other Children, parents chose not to vaccinate their children against diseases that were, until recently, until such vaccinations were created, the worst threats to human life available."
Harlan Ellison's award-winning short-story I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream (PDF)
Washingtoncitypaper's The worst sexual assault prevention tips ever - SMASH RAGE! ; Verbal assault: the abuse and debasement of rape ; Writer to rape victims: sometimes it's too late to say no - SHUT UP, JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
Vintage Filigree - Steampunk jewelery


* lucylou, current comic

Comments

[seschat.livejournal.com]

That picture is so sweet. *engulfs Sickle in a ginormous hug*

I'm sorry life hasn't been nice to you lately! :( And what was that, you're starving? wehdjkhdk THAT IS UNACCEPTABLE. EXPECT SURVIVAL PACKAGE. *shakes fist*

And please, do not have the wibbles. Although I, too, wibble about the day. But we're definitely too awesome to be wibbling, yesh.

PLEASE DO NOT FEEL BAD YOU ARE AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE AND I LOVE YOU. ADRI FTW. YOU'RE THE BEST. You remember that!

Also, gotta shower you with love before life takes away any more of my internet time:

♥♥♥♥

Btw, Supernatural was good? I've been skeptical about watching lately, I need things to squee over, not more wibble fodder. :/

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*counter-engulfs you in a gigantic hug*

Don't mind me, really, I'm just a horrible mess of rollercoastering hormones and boredom and ohgodsnomorejobhunting, which just adds up. Feh. And I only lack in the food department because I totally suck at buying an adequate range or amount of food at the supermarket. "Why yes! All I need is bread and mandarins! What do you mean, cook?"

We are too awesome to be wibbling. *smishes you in hugs* You're too kind and squishy.

Supernatural! Was good! Very! We're back on the apocalyptic track of the story! There was sexyness in buckets! Everywhere! And adorableness! And plot! So much plot! ...there may be wibble fodder. Go watch!

[seschat.livejournal.com]

"Why yes! All I need is bread and mandarins! What do you mean, cook?"

Well. I live on toast, ice cream, chewing gum and coffee, so I may not exactly be in a position to criticize you. *shifty eyes* Although you really should fix yourself something other than, well, mandarins. *is worried*

... and I think I may have to watch Supernatural now, since the summary made me go all what the HELL?!: Anna is sent back in time to kill Mary and John Winchester before Sam is conceived.

Sam-dissing fandom, damn you. *shakes fist* Damn you. I will be thoroughly disappointed if no pissed-off-big-brother-protectiveness ensues.

[seschat.livejournal.com]

"Sam Winchester has to die."

*rolls eyes* Aren't they ever getting tired of that shtick?

*rolls eyes some more*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Poor Sammy just can't catch a break :( And there is protectiveness up the wazoo and all</i. over the place in this episode, and it made me squeeful. You'll see ;) And I've made lots of pasta this week, though! So yays! No worries. I'm going to go out now (omgoutside!) and hopefully get a proper meal out of it.

[seschat.livejournal.com]

Yeah, halfway into the episode I realized that there was EPIC squee to be had! I'm glad now that I've started watching!

*dances around in glee* Sam just told John that he loved him, aw! *smishes*

Oh, and I have so much love for Cas! LOVE HIM, I do. <3

Have fun, sweetheart! *cuddles up to you*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Cas needs some serious hugging. *volunteers* And how could you have even considered not watching SPN?!? Bad fan! No epicness for you! ...okay, you can has epic.

*cuddles you*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

PS: Gorgeous Sam icon! And excuse my html fail.

[seschat.livejournal.com]

I've never understood why LJ won't let us edit any entries.

Thank you, I love that icon to pieces! :D

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

I've never understood why LJ won't let us edit any entries.

Because we're horrible free-loaders who won't pay for our LJ accounts and therefore deserve to look like incompetent monkeys in our comments. :P

[poisoned-sleep.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

I was looking at that picture thinking how neat it was to see what you looked like ten years ago... and then I remembered that I MET YOU EIGHT MONTHS AFTER THAT PHOTO WAS TAKEN. Crazy!

I like this meme.

xxx
Kit-Kat

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

I feel so oooooooold! We were so young!

*huggles you*

PS: I tell you this all the time, but I'm so freaking glad I met you. ♥

[poisoned-sleep.livejournal.com]

Me too!!! <3

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

*huggles* you need to eat and stuff ♥

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Mac! *snuggles you madly* ♥!!!

I do take care of myself, I swear.

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

*snuggles back* ♥ ♥

Okies, I believe you ♥ (and also I can't really take the high ground on that one :P)

Also thankyou for the Christmas card! I was going to PM and then shit happened and I don't even know so I'll thank you now because better late than never right?

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

You're very welcome! I hope the glitter explosion wasn't too much :)

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

I opened it in the staff room, so we had a colleague bonding session about the prevalence of glitter explosions XD