So you can keep pushing your boulder uphill*

[bending_sickle]

I'm feeling incredibly sleepy even though it's barely the middle of the day and I'm really only posting because I've done a shitload of Links of the Day that need to get out there. I've still got links saved from when I went to Spain last month and from the December-January holiday.

I got back Wednesday from Rome and just haven't felt up to posting until now. Well, I still don't feel up to posting, what with the headachey exhausted sleepyness and the lack of anything interesting to report. I could talk about the ski or Rome and post photos, but feh, I's tired.

What I've been doing lately, since I've been back, is mainly trying to find places or people who'll buy my crap. I've put up some ads on the internet and walked around looking for second-hand shops. I'm going to drag my ass over to a second-hand bookshop in a few to convince them to take a few books off my hands.

I've also been fake-smiling a lot at people who come in to view my room because they might want to rent it. I hate showing my room to strangers, having them in my room and looking. I just get very "Grr, argh! My territory!" but in a quiet, invisible way which makes no one uncomfortable but myself.

In other news, I've caught up on Castle, which was awesome. It also had Heroes' Chandra Suresh guest starring, and I've just now watched the latest Human Target, which also had Chandra Suresh guest starring and Alastair from Supernatural with an Irish accent (ftw!), so I've been flailing around and flapping my fannish arms like a penguin sliding down an iceberg. Also, Lost had Desmond on this week and that made it awesome.

I've also been thinking about TFSB and jotting down character notes and thinking of scenes but I haven't actually written anything because I have Teh Lame. To say nothing of the other half-written things I carry around with me.

I've not been looking for jobs. Le Suck.


Links of the Day:

Supernatural:
kahesha's Fanvid The Kill ; Hero
ckll's Dead Men Don't Wear Plaid Recap Fanvid Let The Bodies Hit the Floor ; Dark Side of the Moon Recap Fanvid Knockin' on Heaven's Door
savedean's Dead Men Don't Wear Plaid Icons
mute90's Fanvid Goodbye
missjack's Meta Dean's Amulet
leonidaslion's Fae!Verse Fic Shadow, Earth
deanbean08's Fanvid Sam Winchester: I'm Only Human
mulanreflection's Wallpaper Salvation
aesc's Picspam and Meta The Casifesto; or, Why Castiel is not your grandma's angel
liliaeth's Review Dark Side of the Moon
ina_ami's Fanmix The End (Or What We Might Become)
amplificathon's Sarah Connor Chronicles Crossover Podbook: On the Use of Weapons, by cofax, read by templemarker ; Ramble On, by gaelicspirit, read by blackbyrdy
bardicvoice's Review Dead Men Don't Wear Plaid
sylvia_bond's Review Dark Side of the Moon: Finally! A Practical Application for String Theory!
kros_21's Transcription JIB: Misha's Panel
green_ghost's Fanart Jensen Singing
secretlytodream's Picspam Legs, Part 2
raloria's Icons of Jensen Singing at JIB
alleysweeper's Meta Dark Side of the Moon: Memories in Heaven
blackcat333_99's Meta Dark Side of the Moon: Faith and Dreams
sin_of_pride's Meta Dark Side of the Moon: Dean Winchester is Supernatural's Messiah. And he needs a hug.
chrysrocks' Fic Through A Long hallway With A Broken Light (Part 20 of 20)
vladlena205's Jensen Con Icons
captainlon's Review 99 Problems
awakencordy's Icons
chaouens' JIB Con Report: Jensen Singing - In Spanish, with pics and links
kynikey's 56 Soundbites from Season 5
sky_angel22's Picspam Dark Side of the Moon
camui_zuuki's Report JUs In Bello Con: Thrusday ; Jus in Bello Con: Friday
kros_21's JIB Con Report: Jensen Singing
and_ed's Review 99 Problems
borgmama1of5's Review Dark Side of the Moon
glasshouseslive's Review 99 Problems
imagines's Review 99 Problems
dean_sam's flocked Jus in Bello Con Report ; Constellations Awards and Nominees ; Photos: Jensen at the Colliseo ; LA Con Photos and Videos ; Photos: Jensen and Misha in Rome ; Season 2 and 5 Links Discussion
JustJared's Jensen Singing at JIB Con
IO9's Jeffrey Dean Morgan eager to return
YouTube's 258 West Authentic Interviews : Misha Collins ; Misha, Jared and Jensen at JIB CON

Doctor Who:
persiflage_1's Kissogram =/= stripper or prostitute
othellia's Eleventh Hour Animated Icons
racheldinozzo's Eleventh Hour Icons and GIFs
msjdarcy's review 4x04 - The Fires of Pompeii
qthewetsprocket's Review The Eleventh Hour
redscharlachs Mini-Icons
YouTube's The graham Norton Show: Has David Tennant seen Matt Smith on set?

Lost:
henrygalelovers' embedded Secrets of Lost: What Ben Linus Wants
ack_attack's The Package Afterparty, Recap ; Happily Ever After Afterparty, Mini-Recap and Discussion ; Link: Desmond episode sparks wildfire of kick ass theories!
t_funster's Fanmix A Wretch Like Me: A Sawyer Fanmix
cleolinda's Discussion Post
colourmayfade's Picspam 6x11: One of these things is (not) like the other

True Blood:
trueblood_lj's flocked Interview with Carrie Preston
OnTheRedCarpet's ‘True Blood’ gains new werewolf, Patrick Swayze's brother
BloodBondsBlog's Details Magazine: Alexander Skarsgard
TrueBloodOnline's First 13 Photos of Season 3

Other Fandom:
capn_mactastic's Picspam Zachary Quinto in Touched By an Angel
qthewetsprocket's Ashes to Ashes Singalong Squee ; Random thoughts on A2A
wptjeh's Introduction and NOES Clip - Sitges?!? The only Sitges I know is a city or town south of Barcelona. What the hell?!? ; WonderCon Interview on NOES Panel ; Collider Interview at Wodnercon 2010 ; NOES TV Spot
brancher's Watchmen Fic Hang-Up (Dan/Lurie/Rorschach)

Multifandom:
morgentau's Icons - SPN, Leverage
imaginary_lives' Icons - Doctor Who, Legend of the Seeker, Lost
cool_rush's Icons - 30 Rock, BSG, Desperate Housewives, Dollhouse, Lost, Smallville, Tru Calling, Warehouse 13, The X-Files
deny1984's Icons and GIFs - SPN, Human Target, Legend of the Seeker, Sanctuary, Celebrities ; Picspam Dark Side of the Moon
mediocrechick's Icons - Lost, Supernatural, Glee, Twilight
ivydoor's Icons - David Tennant, Freema Agyeman, Mel Brooks, Spaceballs

Random:
theweaselking's How to catch a gazelle ; What the Vatican is saying, the short version ; Tech Tips: Don't Trust PDFs
marika_kailaya's Burning the Sound: In Which Mallory Laurent's Life Really Is a Horror Movie ; Shares Music
yumemisama's Explanation of dissociation
wtf_nature's New giant lizard discovered: monitor lizard Varanus bitatawa
DailyMail's Teenage girl 'sold her seven-year-old stepsister for sex at U.S. party'
IO9's Come with me if you want to cry: the biggest tearjerkesr in the SciFi pantheon ; 5 Ways The Google Book Settlement Will Change The Future of Reading
TheParkBencher's In which I become kind of bitchy and ask disparaging questions about stupid people
Neil Gaiman and Charles Vess' Book Trailer: Instructions - WANT


* Christopher Chance, Human Target

Comments

[seschat.livejournal.com]

TFSB! FOR THE WIN! :D And don't speak to me about The Lame, okay? Unfinished NaNo and all. *drops dead from lameness*

Also, it must be painful giving up your stuff :/ Especially books! But, ugh, I imagine strange, random people looking at my room would make me want to run away screaming. (Or, alternatively, make them run away screaming, which is definitely the better option of the two.) *offers you hugs and cookies* Poor Sickle. :(

*wraps you into a fluffy blanket* *pushes a cup of camomile tea into your hands* *huggles you to sleep* ♥

Wee, my father fixed the broken PSU at work, which results in one happy Bel! :)

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Hey! *prods your lame-soaked corpse* Finish that Nano! I've got Sammy here absolutely covered in bandages and bruises moaning about headaches and car crashes! And his hair's singed! Fix him!

Hopefully I won't have to give up too much stuff. The books I'm selling - poor babies - are one I will never ever reread because I didn't like them at all and therefore only feel moderately terrible about getting rid of them. (I'm one of those people who takes extra special care of books and cringes when people crack their spines or write in them, desperate to cry out, "Don't! You're hurting the book! It has feelings too!") But I've always hated the "Look! This is my room, but it could be yours! Please, look closely at everything!" (I don't know why I can't type without putting in fake conversations. Sorry.)

*snuggles up to you*

[seschat.livejournal.com]

No, I'm pretty sure I won't be finishing it. I don't quite understand why I keep insisting on doing NaNo every year, since I've known for quite some time now that I'm just not a writer. I may have this perfect idea in my head, but I am utterly unable to write it down and not ruin it completely in the process. Which is what I have pretty much done to this year's NaNo. Hence, no productiveness, only whining and emo. If I try to write another NaNo, Adri, please tell me that I suck and will be disappointed afterwards, anyway, yes?

I love you for being all "Don't hurt the books!" I tend to pimp out a lot of my books to several friends of mine, but not only are they atrociously slow readers, no, they tend to mistreat the books, too! I can work myself up into a monologue of Housian/Holmesian proportions, indeed! Every book abuser gets to feel my wrath! >:D

Don't apologize, I love your for putting in fake conversations in comments! :)

♥

(Sorry for the deleted comment!)

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*grumble* Can I at least read what you've written? Please? *puppy eyes on maximum*

And I'll never discourage you from Nano! Or tell you that you suck! The whole point of Nano is trying, dude, so even if it's not a novel at least you've got something. Hey, with some trimming you could probably get a few shot stories out of the unfinished Nano... So no, it wasn't a waste of time or an exercise in failage. You da man! Woman! Write person!

[seschat.livejournal.com]

♥!