bending_sickle | Strive early to get some kind of practical work experience.*

You know how you can be having a pretty decent day, or even a pretty awesome evening, and then 5 minutes can reduce your concept of the day to shit? Yeah.

I called my brother, who's been trying to reach me for a week, and whom I've been meaning to call for a week. After not talking to each other for a bit, he asks me if I've though about what I'm going to do this summer. Like, get a job, maybe? And when I say that no, I haven't researched job thingies yet and no, I haven't asked professors regarding research assistance places, what does he say? "Well, it looks like you haven't done anything." If this sounds familiar, it may be because my brother's channeling my mother from last week. Seriously, I'l get back-to-back calls from them on the same subject and that's just too fucking coincidental. So while before I was all a-squee and happy and going to post about how "Lookit! New icons!", now I'm all miserable and parasitic and shitty again. I don't fucking know what I'm going to do this summer, ok? Big fat frickin' no idea. Fat like a whale, flopped on the beach, heaving its lumbering and blubbery body on the sand, getting fucking nowhere.

In other news, "Lookit! New icons!"

In other other-news, I have no food in the house and will have basically no food for the entire week. The displeasure, it is sitting in the comfy chair and never leaving.

* Alexis Herman