I like my coffee black just like my metal*

[bending_sickle]

Am so bloody tired. Just gonna sit here and cry a bit if y'all don't mind. Studied like a fiend this am, freaked the fuck out, had exam, went to gym, biked home in the rain taking a massive detour that went on for ages in the rain because of the fair and crowd and block roads and then talked to mom who ragged on me for not calling the GGD place for vaccinations but they only accept calls for appointments between 9-10:30 am and I haven't been fucking able to call - even after I learnt of this fucked-up schedule of theirs - and I didn't call today because I was freaking out over an exam and I know it's important but I can't do fucking everything and I need to book the Xmas flight and I don't know if I need to book the Kenya flight or if someone else is going to take care of that and I don't even know when I'll be back from there and no, the supervisor didn't answer my, "so how the fuck long are we going to be there?" and my elbow aches like a mofo and I am so, so frustrated that mom's upset at me and disappointed because I'm so shitastic that I can't call to make an appointment and I need to do research this weekend and revamp the proposal and the iPhone thing - oh gods the iPhone thing - and add shit on cow-countings - "what the fuck?!?" I say because when I asked the supervisor he said, no, don't worry about the cows and now he's all, "count cows!" and I've already got so much shit lined up for field work it's insane and he wanted to add hyena population density like wtf and I don't know when to get supplies or even what I need to buy before I go and he's not answering my questions and is standing me up or making me wait for 15-30 minutes when I'm on a fucking schedule and even skipping class-shit to have the meeting and he has fucking phone conversations while we're both right there - and if you make a meeting with me it's with me to talk about my shit and don't you dare double-book me with the other chick because I've got questions that need answers and I can't sit around while you explain things to her and I'm sure neither can she for vice vesa and how it that even fair? - and then cuts the meeting short because he has another meeting - why did he never do this when I was waiting for ages? - and my questions never have the time to get answered even though I've asked them every meeting and by email a gazillion times and I just can't fucking deal with all this work at the same time it's all important and immediate and nownowNOWNNOW and I just can't keep up and do it all and I'm in random achey pain why the fuck, universe, why the flying fuck.

There. I don't feel better, but hell. Whatever. Have some angry music. And some crack.

Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence - Secret Window (Spoilers!!!)

Shinedown - Sound of Madness - Heroes (Sylar) - This was on a Joker fanmix and is bloody perfect for it. Where's the fanvid?!?

Dragula - Rob Zombie - Heroes (Sylar)

Superbeast - Rob Zombie - The Lost Boys - This is so a totally evil!Sylar's song. Gotta love them fanmixes :)

Zydrate Anatomy - Terrance Zdunich (as "Graverobber") - Repo! The Genetic Opera - I fucking love this song. ETA: Omfg, that's Paris Hilton! I was attracted to leather-corsetted Paris! Ack! *feels dirty* Graverobber's still the sexiest not-quite-elf I've ever seen.

No Links of the Day, because I've fucking had it right now.


* "Shut Me Up", Mindless Self Indulgence

Comments

[blizzardcake.livejournal.com]

aw hon, *comforts and huggs*

and: OMG that Zydrate Anatomy clip is awesomeeeeeeeee O.O I'll have to look into that further! I've never heard of Repo! The Genetic Opera before this...

(dare I say Paris Hilton displays some talent here?)

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* I can't stop listening to Zydrate Anatomy! And it's a rock musical that's now a film (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0963194/) due for release early Novermber \o/ It's got a bunch of famous folk too, including Buffy's Giles (insert squee here)

[lienne.livejournal.com]

*picks you up and squishcuddles you*

<33333333333

I'm sorry you're having a shit day.

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*sleepy snuggles* Shit day is over at least \o/ (And most of the shit was concentrated around mom raggin' on me when I was strung-out tired about all the stuff I've yet to do).

Zzzz...

[lienne.livejournal.com]

Well, boo on your mum, then.

*cuddles*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Oh sweet gods, you should see the massive email she just sent about info on vaccines and other preparing-for-field-work stuff. *brain explodes*

So yeah. Boo.

[lienne.livejournal.com]

Well, at least you'll have the info?

Unless it's info you already have, and/or the email is less informative and more naggy.

In which case: boo.

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

It's info I would've gotten - and will get - had I made that damn appointment. It's just not something my pooped-out self wants to see at the mo', all that Stuff to Do looming... I mean, yeah, helpful, but I can't deal with it now. (Or course, at 1:31 am, I shouldn't be dealing with anything.)

[lienne.livejournal.com]

GO TO BED.

*gets out the dustpan and brush*

Seriously, anything you tell yourself you should be doing now can be done just as easily in the morning after you sleep.

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Tomorrow's a city holiday, which means I get to stuff myself with delicious candy and wander about the fair all day. No work for me! (Well, mostly.)

*goes to sleep (is already in bed)*

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

O_O

*hugs and a cuppa*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*craddles cuppa* *steals a snuggle while she's at it*

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

*gives snuggles freely*