I have a view of the sun*

[bending_sickle]

might as well jump right into it as if i've been keeping this journal updated. which i haven't. for ages. and i"m so sorry. (also, fuck capital letters)

the status quo: i'm still living with my parents, still taking meds, still seeing a psychologist and -iatrist, still with a cv from five millions years ago with nigh a new thing on it. but. i'm truckin', which i guess is enough. i'm in a much brighter mood this week than last week, which is great. (also dad's gone for a month to mexico so it's just mom and me, which might explain why the stress levels in the house are down.)

i've been trying to read more because apparently i used up all my book worm cred in my earlier years. it doesn't help that i'm reading anne of green gables (jesus chistopher will she ever shut up?) and this really interesting but...somehow frustrating book on the tasmanian devil. (it's a good book just...my science senses won't stop tingling, and not in the good way.) h'anyway. books are good. read more books.

as for doing more learnings...not doing so well on that. will improve.

i did manage to clean my room, though, so go me.

i also planted a bunch of seeds, so i am an expectant plant-mother. i hope they germinate. (this is what happens when you have a person dying for a furry pet and being denied one because Parental Veto. i throw my love on tiny balls buried in dirt.)

*scuffs toe in the dirt* yeah i don't know what to say. hi hello i'm alive.

and the x-files are back so all is right with the world.


* "Finally Woken" by Jem

Comments

[chaosvizier.livejournal.com]

Hey, I think I sent you a book that you could read. It might not be as cool as a tasmanian devil, but I bet it's cooler than Anne of the Green Fucking Gables. ;-)

Also, I'm glad you're feeling a bit chipper right now and I hope that keeps up. You know I'm always rooting for you, no matter what.

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*writhes on the floor in shame* i will read the boooooooook

[chaosvizier.livejournal.com]

I should be sorry that I'm shaming you into reading something horrid. But sometimes, shame is just the name of the game. The shame. The shame made especially for the game. The game's shame.

...I still love ya, little shame buddy. ;-)

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

It's not horrid! It's Jules Verne with jokes!

One day, I will have no shame. Today is not that day.