Baruk khazâd! Khazâd ai-mênu!*

[bending_sickle]

so tomorrow i've got the thingy with the therapist lady (it was pushed back a day)

which means i get to have my first therapy or whatever it's called thing on valentines day (except valentines day is never valentines day for me because it's always been "great aunt's birthday" day, just like halloween has always been treated as "uncle's birthday" but that doesn't mean this doesn't suck any less)

and plus i get to have an italian** language exam - sorry "mid course progress test" - in the afternoon unless i'm like an emotional wreck in which case that's not happening

so here i am freaking out about being on time and finding the place and how much money it's going to be and whether i can just list off the shit that isn't okay with me or if it's more of a dialogue or a question and answer thing or i don't know maybe origami and kittens are involved i have no idea.

so yeah.


* "Axes of the Dwarves! The Dwarves are upon you!", The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien
** yeah mom bullied me to sign up for these semi-intensive courses and i totally mean bullied

Comments

[chaosvizier.livejournal.com]

You will be fine! Just relax, keep breathing, and think about kittens. Kittens will probably not be involved in the appointment, so leave them at the door. Also, don't go all dwarvish and axe her a question. That's bad form and should be avoided at all costs.

Origami couldn't hurt.

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

No kittens were involved, alas, and I think at one point I did remember to breathe. The lady was nice, my List of Things was put to use, and I am still reeling from the cost. I'm seeing her again on Monday so \o/ I guess.

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

*snuggles you* I hope everything goes okay ♥

Damn, should have refreshed. I'm glad it worked out okay ♥

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*snuggles right back* It was awkward as hell the first few minutes, all "...okay so...um...where do I start?" but after that it went better.

♥♥♥!

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

*\o/* Fingers crossed that it'll help :) ♥!

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*fingers crossed* Yeah, my only concern is that I'm desperate to leave this house/country so that would kinda put a damper on sessions with the therapist lady... But considering I've been meaning to move out for over a year, I think talking to the lady isn't a bad idea.

*huggles*

[capn-mactastic.livejournal.com]

*huggles you* If it comes to that she might be able to give you a referral?

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

Oh, good idea! At any rate, if even just a few sessions give me the necessary oomf to actually leave, that'll be good enough. (I'm a thousand times better when not under the parental umbrella.) *snuggles*