Fuck that shit.*

[bending_sickle]

Sickle's Exhausted and Disembodied Jumble of Notes:

- The only one hundred percent good thing today was the dream wherein Eric of True Blood (and novels) and I are investigating or attending or planning a social event and he's courting me and I'm just hugging the hell out of him all platonic-like there was much joy and affection. Wow, real subtle, brain.

- Italian class sucked ass today. Teacher didn't have the balls yesterday to tell us she wasn't going to be here today, despite vague hand gestures to one student yesterday indicating that she fucking knew already. Cue substitute who makes us go through one and a half bloody hours of vocabulary consisting of, "What is a kiosk? What can you buy at a kiosk? What is a library? What can you buy in a library?" followed by exercises on fucking articles which we learnt the first mother-loving day. I was so bored, I did extra exercises. Most frustrating class ever.

- After class, wandered about, had unexceptional pizza and then met up with mom to watch free movie - Semper Vivu - at the French library. It was supposed to be a comedy, but turned out to be a drama-comedy. Damnit, I'm tired of movies about people dying!

- I'm leaving tomorrow for Spain - I guess I should've said this earlier and with more bold text or something, but then those who give a rat's will read this far. I'll be back Monday. Expect more disjointed yet less often entries.

- I had a massive bout of teh crazy.

Things I am not allowed to do during said crazy: 1) whack head against the edge of the wardrobe (yes, I can has bump onna head, no, it didn't make things better), 2) tear out hair in frenzied, erratic motions (no, I no has bald spot, but I is having less of the hair), 3) have nails digging into anything at all.

Things I may be allowed to do, on occasion: 1) fantasize about doing violence (but only if this prevents and does not encourage said violence by providing an outlet), 2) cry hysterically and/or pathetically (high-pitched whine optional, shivering shakes not optional).

Things I will never do: forgive my mother for calling my whole, "I'm saying that you think I'm a moron and I'd like for you to say that you do not think that your daughter is a moron. By the way, I might as well throw myself off the balcony," thing a fucking game she will not play, when what it really was, was me begging for her to give a fuck and say she actually does love me.

- I need to be up by 6 am tomorrow. I'm hungry. My head hurts. I'm emotionally drained (or on the cusp of drowning). I'm watching Castle. Yes, there is a logic to this choice.


Quote of the Day: theweaselking, here

You have to realize, that I actually have replied to "Do you believe in God?" with "Well, someone is out to get me." to a complete stranger.

Links of the Day:
Supernatural:
captainlon's Review Swan Song
sylvia_bond's Review Swan Song: My Love is Like a Storybook
kimmy_dreamer's Review Swan Song: Ending Suck
missjack's Meta Swan Song: Castiel in the finale and beyond ; Meta Castiel's Evolution
leonidaslion's Fic Fumbling in the Dark: Flicker (The Benders)
detext's Fic The Only Thing Keeping Me Alive Is the Promise I Made You (Swan Song)
e0wyn's Swan Song Icons
highdreams' Icons
kajmere's Masterpost Headers
hellybongo's Swan Song Icons
morgentau's Icons
greyowl88's Fanvid Bad to the Bone (Lucifer)
kjcharmed's Fanvid Draw the Line (Swan Song)
dean_sam's flocked Chad Lindberg Interview

Lost:
equanimity23's Picspam I'm One of the Oceanic Six: A Lost Perspective Picspam, Part 4, Season 4
ack_attack's Do You Believe in Life After Lost?
Benry Knows Best: Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow ; Feelings
The John Locke Rap

Doctor Who:
Doctor Hoo: The Doctor as Owls

Ashes to Ashes:
qthewetsprocket's Thoughts

True Blood:
ack_attack's True Blood Preview Squee

Nightmare on Elm Street (2010):
wptjeh's Youtube Fanmix

Multifandom:
orangelusik's Icons - Merlin, BtVS, Angel, Glee, The Vampire Diaries, Supernatural, Legend of the Seeker, ashes to Ashes, Grease 2
dreamsparkle3's Doctor Who/Life on Mars Fic Time Awaits Sam Tyler

Random:
thedailyshow's The Greatest Millenium
marika_kailaya's Fic Burning the Sound: All the Fires of Hell, Sitting at the Kitchen Table
AMCTV's Jackie Earle Haley Interview
Openbook - Learn why Facebook isn't exactly worried about your privacy.
MSN's Smallpox vaccine prevents HIV?
The Periodic Table of Superhero Powers
Top Cruise kicked in sternum by small cute blonde, goes backwards over craft table.
THE BEST THING EVER: Stuffed Shark Sleeping Bag with Gaping Maw


* Common expression.

Comments

[lienne.livejournal.com]

*picks you up and snuggles you*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*clings like a clingy tentacles thing*

[lienne.livejournal.com]

Ooh, tentacles. :D

*squishes you gently*

[phantmgreeneyes.livejournal.com]

/huggles Things seem stressful. :( Have fun in spain at least! That sounds awesome! Pictures please?

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* There will be pics, although I can't promise that they'll be from this trip (it's more of a "Get a lot of things done in a jiffy" than a "Wee! Tourism!" one. If I don't pics when I get back, you have my full permision to hound after me about it.

[poisoned-sleep.livejournal.com]

Poor muffin. *hugs you*

xxx
Kit-Kat

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight* Yeah, what more can I say? I try to keep it together, and that's all I can do.

[seschat.livejournal.com]

Fuck.

Sucks.

I'm sorry, sweetheart. :'(

Love you, you are the epitome of brilliance, and please come back soon. ♥

*offers you all her love and a billion hugs*

[bending-sickle.livejournal.com]

*smothers you in hugs* So... *pulls on Hello Kitty dress* I'll order the cakes if you wrangle up the butlers (don't worry about getting them suits...or dresed).

You're a bright light of awesome. ♥