Everything, everything will be just fine.*

[bending_sickle]

Everything, everything will be alright.*

I am so unbelievably tired. Yes, there was stuff I was going to write about - my driving in the park, the plane trip, the double-dose of packing I've got to do - but I just can't. Wouldn't know how to put the words together anyway.

Too tired and jet-lagged and homesick and backached and headached and motherly chewed-out and panicked and freaked and doom'n'gloom and omigoding and totally disoriented and unable to visualize, much less believe, what I'm going to be doing, what I have to do, and the fact that yes, it will be done.

Why can't I do this?

I need someone to tell me that I can do this.

Tell me it'll be alright.

Quotes of the Day: Musical!therapy!

Hey, don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out, or looked down on. Just try your best; try everything you can. And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

It just takes some time, little girl: you're in the middle of the ride.

- Jimmy Eat World, "In the Middle"

A good friend and a glass of wine, someone to say it's gonna be alright, [...], a little pick me up to get me through the night. We talk trash 'n' we laugh and cry: that kind of therapy money can't buy. Every now and then, every now and then every girl needs a good friend and a glass of wine.

- Leann Rimes, "A Good Friend and a Glass of Wine"

I can tell by your eyes that you're not getting any sleep and you try to rise above it, but feel you're sinking in too deep. Oh, oh I believe, I believe that it's going to be alright. It's going to be alright.

I believe you'll outlive this pain in you heart and you'll gain such a strength from what is tearing you apart. Oh, oh I believe, I believe that it's going to be alright. It's going to be alright.

When some time has past us, and the story if retold, it will mirror the strength and the courage of your soul.

- Sara Groves, "It's Going to be Alright"

In the Middle, Jimmy Eat World