bending_sickle | To tell of disappointment and misery...*

I have been pwned by Dutch spelling. Excuse me a moment. Fuck. Fuck. Fuckfuckfcuk. Fuck. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I failed the grammar-section retest, which means I again failed the entire test. Fucking fuck fuckity fuck. Apparently I made the same six mistakes as last time. How the fuck does that even happen?!?

I have one final shot at this, and then I don't know what happens. I'm not getting credits for this, and all I can hope for is a certificate at the end of the course, but I don't know what my failing the test means for my standing in the course. My teacher suggests I study next time. No fucking shit!

I actually did study - to the best of current abilities, which granted, are quite low - but apparently I studied the wrong thing. I focued on irregular verbs and double-vowels and shite, when I should've focused on t deletion.

I am so fucking upset about this I can't even flail about it right - much less curse creatively. I'm just so fucking angry at myself and also so unbelievable "bwah?" because for the love of god, this shouldn't be that hard. Why the fuck am I so unbelievably incapable of spelling these Dutch verbs? Why the fucking hell did I forget about t deletion and what the fuck is it anyway? What the fuck is wrong with me anyway? Bare fucking minimum just got lower and worse and I just don't have the oompf anymore. FUCK. I failed. TWICE. The same fucking test.

I was going to post a bunch of stuff as to why Sylar = Spike: Revisited, but y'all are gonna have to wait on that. (Maybe an hour, maybe a day, maybe the rest of this lousy existance and oh god I hate Dutch verbs and my utter complete total and repeated fail.)

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* Samuel Johnson