Here are the test results: You are a horrible person.*

so things have not been easy lately. i've been going trying to drag my ass out of the leave me here to die zone, meaning i've recently been cooped up in my room not doing much of anything because i am a horrible failure at everything but these past few days i've been a bit better about things and actually doing a few more things or planning to which yay.

anyway. yeah so i've not been okay.i'm talking backing away from the balcony, not being able to read a short paragraph, erratic sleep patterns, sudden jolts of oh my god everything is horrible aaah, and long stretches of if i just stopped all mental and physical activity maybe that'd be okay not okay.

and since my parents have the perceptiveness of a near-sighted and slightly-concussed moles, they think i'm having a grand ol' time cooped up forever in my room.  possibly watching television shows. (which ahaha because i haven't been able to watch shit in ages what with not caring and not having any attention span whatsoever). which means they get angry at me for not hanging out with them or not going outside (where outside? anywhere outside, apparently. because just being out of the house even if it's standing on a street corner is a good thing, which, yeah, i'm not really with you on that) instead of noticing that hey, not okay.

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* GLaDOS, Portal