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bending_sickleThis is my brain on crack panic: "Oh god, I can't, no really, I'm fine, no, something's wrong, something's wrong, I'm ok, really, it's just - there's just - I can't - "
Waking up with the feeling of impending doom wasn't cool either.
So now I'm in the office, trying to get myself to check out universitites and actually decide, for fuck's sake.
I don't feel like telling y'all about the TOEFL I took yesterday, which was long and tireing and easy, or about the Japanese restaurant I went to which left me feeling like I need never ever eat again, or about the new flatmate, my boss's neice, called Kyra, who's studying soemthing cinematic and has plastered every wall in her room with film pictures and has the world's largest collection of DVD's and has lent me Angel and Buffy and Pitch Black and Dark Angel and with whom I have hour-long conversations about films and the Whedonverse 'cause she's a browncoat and a scoobie and recounted the Queer as Folk Brian/Justin love-story in full detail last night leaving me with an incredible Brian-lust and the feelign that their relationship went quite a bit like early Sith Academy Maul/Obi.
So I just won't mention it, ok?
I am so fucked.
Waking up with the feeling of impending doom wasn't cool either.
So now I'm in the office, trying to get myself to check out universitites and actually decide, for fuck's sake.
I don't feel like telling y'all about the TOEFL I took yesterday, which was long and tireing and easy, or about the Japanese restaurant I went to which left me feeling like I need never ever eat again, or about the new flatmate, my boss's neice, called Kyra, who's studying soemthing cinematic and has plastered every wall in her room with film pictures and has the world's largest collection of DVD's and has lent me Angel and Buffy and Pitch Black and Dark Angel and with whom I have hour-long conversations about films and the Whedonverse 'cause she's a browncoat and a scoobie and recounted the Queer as Folk Brian/Justin love-story in full detail last night leaving me with an incredible Brian-lust and the feelign that their relationship went quite a bit like early Sith Academy Maul/Obi.
So I just won't mention it, ok?
I am so fucked.
