Somewhat better
Mar. 15th, 2006 06:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bending_sickleToday might be defines as a Good Day. Good only because I haven´t broken down into a messy snotty pile of me. That was Monday and Tuesday.
Those were Bad Days. Quite.
But since right now I´m a-ok-ish, let´s more right along and say:
Wow, fanfic inscest wank. Eep.
I´ve found some websites about graduate school, trying to find explanations about what exactly some of the gorram courses are.
And this because I´ve come to a few conclusions:
1) I´m having a hell of a time addapting to being here.
Subclause 1a) possibly due to being lonelier than a mollusc lost somewhere on a dingy gone awreck.
2) I don´t think I want to settle down here, or risk settling for setteling down here.
3) I´m going to quote Drew´s song "New Planet" for this one: "If I don´t find something better to do I think my heart´s gonna break."
4) I really have to figure out wtf I want to do with my life. For starters, where and what do I wt to study?
I was day-dreaming the other day about taking all the stupid exams the americans ask for and going to live in the states. And I always swore I´d never lie there. But I like everything they´ve got!
5) Find people to hang out with, even if all the things I want to talk about, rave about, or share would be completely intelligible to them.
I got a "tres bien" and "excellent" in my french chat today. Great phonetics, she said. I praised Montreal and now I want maple syrup.
When the hell is Pancake Day?
I´ve been waiting for my brother to come visit since December. Still no word.
*le sigh*
Those were Bad Days. Quite.
But since right now I´m a-ok-ish, let´s more right along and say:
Wow, fanfic inscest wank. Eep.
I´ve found some websites about graduate school, trying to find explanations about what exactly some of the gorram courses are.
And this because I´ve come to a few conclusions:
1) I´m having a hell of a time addapting to being here.
Subclause 1a) possibly due to being lonelier than a mollusc lost somewhere on a dingy gone awreck.
2) I don´t think I want to settle down here, or risk settling for setteling down here.
3) I´m going to quote Drew´s song "New Planet" for this one: "If I don´t find something better to do I think my heart´s gonna break."
4) I really have to figure out wtf I want to do with my life. For starters, where and what do I wt to study?
I was day-dreaming the other day about taking all the stupid exams the americans ask for and going to live in the states. And I always swore I´d never lie there. But I like everything they´ve got!
5) Find people to hang out with, even if all the things I want to talk about, rave about, or share would be completely intelligible to them.
I got a "tres bien" and "excellent" in my french chat today. Great phonetics, she said. I praised Montreal and now I want maple syrup.
When the hell is Pancake Day?
I´ve been waiting for my brother to come visit since December. Still no word.
*le sigh*
