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bending_sickle ([personal profile] bending_sickle) wrote2010-03-30 04:44 pm

You never know when you read a script how it's going to turn out.*

WHAT JUST HAPPENED
Or: How to Crush a Sickle


SCENE ONE


INT. BEDROOM

SICKLE is sitting at a desk - the drawer handles are missing. She is typing, a concentrated look on her face. She stops, leans forward and rereads the document, scrolling up and down a number of times before being satisfied. CLOSE-UP on the final line: "Thank you for your time and consideration. Sincerely, SICKLE."


INT. HALLWAY

SICKLE walks down a dark hallway. CLOSE-UP on the USB STICK in her hand.


INT. LIVING ROOM

SICKLE'S MOTHER is sitting on a sofa with a laptop. SICKLE inserts the USB STICK into the laptop.

SICKLE

Do you want to read my cover letter?

CLOSE-UP on the opening document, then PAN OUT to SICKLE'S MOTHER and SICKLE sitting on the couch. TRACK on SICKLE as she leaves the room. Disjointed scenes of SICKLE waiting, pacing the hallway and rooms as SICKLE'S MOTHER reads.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

It's great!

PAN OUT to SICKLE's face as she stands by the sofa. Her expression is guarded.

SICKLE

Really? Everything's okay? You don't think there's anything missing?

SICKLE'S MOTHER

No, it looks good. Anyway, I don't know why you ask me: I don't know anything about all this.

SICKLE

I just wanted to know what you thought.

CLOSE-UP on SICKLE removing the USB STICK. TRACK SICKLE moving towards the door.

SICKLE

I'll read this over this afternoon, then, just to be sure, and send it along with the application.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

Did you look into the other programme?

SICKLE

No, not yet. I'll do it this afternoon.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

How could you not have done it already? March is almost over - a whole other month wasted! At this rate you'll never get anywhere, what with not doing anything at all. Don't you have the least bit interest in anything?


SICKLE'S MOTHER continues to speak, but the sound is muted, thrumming in the background. SICKLE's response is also muted and intelligible, at lower volume than SICKLE'S MOTHER, as she exits the room. FOCUS on the door closing in the darkness of the hallway.


INT. BEDROOM

Camera PANS OVER the bed to SICKLE's head as she sits slumped on the floor beside the bed. FOCUS onto SICKLE's hand holding a worn tissue. The thrumming sound effect dimms as muted sobs are brought to focus.


SCENE TWO


INT. BEDROOM, BATHROOM, HALLWAY

Disjointed images of SICKLE crying, running her hands and face under a tap and getting dressed. The muted, thrumming sound effect of SICKLE'S MOTHER is heard in the background. FOCUS on a mirror as SICKLE steps into view, slowly pulling her expression into control from despair to neutrality. SICKLE'S MOTHER's voice seagues this image with that of the two leaving the house and walking down the road.


EXT. STREET

SICKLE'S MOTHER

Don't pull that face.

Disjointed images of SICKLE and SICKLE'S MOTHER walking down the street. Cut in are images of SICKLE at the mirror, in reverse, so that the neutral expression slowly breaks down. SICKLE'S MOTHER's voice is laid over these images.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

Oh God, what a face you've got today.

When we get to the photographer, you'd better put on a better face.

I can't stand it with you loking like that.



SCENE THREE


INT. OFFICE

SICKLE, SICKLE'S MOTHER, WOMAN and MAN are standing, with WOMAN and MAN in suits, standing by a desk. Introductions have just been done and SICKLE'S MOTHER is speaking to WOMAN and MAN. She is bouyant and cheerful. WOMAN looks at SICKLE.

WOMAN

Wow, child, you're so tanned!

SICKLE makes as if to reply, but SICKLE'S MOTHER interrupts, laughing.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

Oh yes, she's gone skiing! But look, it's only her face that's tanned!

SICKLE'S MOTHER gestures to her jawline.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

She was wearing a turtleneck, you see, so she's only tanned right here.


Camera FOCUS on SICKLE then cuts to flashbacks:


INT. BEDROOM

SICKLE is standing in front of the mirror, turning her head and examining her marked tanline with displeasure.


INT. BATHROOM

SICKLE is brushing powder along her jaw and neck, trying to blend in the tan. Her face is worried and focused.


INT. HALLWAY

SICKLE stands before SICKLE'S MOTHER, her head to one side.

SICKLE

Is it okay? Does it look okay? I tried to blend in the tan so it wouldn't look so silly.


EXT. STREET

SICKLE is walking by SICKLE'S MOTHER, running her hands carefully along her jaw and chin with concern.

SICKLE

Does it still look okay? I mean, in the daylight? Can you tell?



INT. OFFICE

Scene opens on SICKLE's face again. SICKLE'S MOTHER's laughter is heard and SICKLE's mouth twitches in a frown. PAN to show SICKLE'S MOTHER, WOMAN and MAN laughing at SICKLE'S MOTHER's gestures of turtlenecks and sunburns.


SCENE FOUR


INT. BEDROOM

Scene starts off similar to SCENE ONE. Shots of SICKLE'S NOTEBOOK with notes and To-Do lists are interspersed, set to the sound of typing keys. The lists are progressively shown with items crossed off. The passage of the morning is indicated by SICKLE'S MOTHER entering thrice into the room, the camera focused on her and the typing sound constant.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

All right, I'm off to buy vegetables. Good bye, darling.

Just got back - I'm going across the street for bread.

Hey sweetheart, I'm back.

Shot of the clock - it is 1 pm. The typing stops and SICKLE pushes the chair back and stands.


INT. LIVING ROOM

SICKLE sits down on the couch beside SICKLE'S MOTHER, exhaling loudly, looking tired.

SICKLE

I just couldn't work anymore. I've been at it all morning!

SICKLE'S MOTHER

What did you do?

SICKLE

I looked through the World Food Programme for internships - no such luck, 'cause they're only for current students. But I filled out their online CV form. And I looked into some other UN volunteer webpages... Right now I was working on making a whole new CV for this IPGRI organization: they don't have internships, but you can apply for a temp. job. They make you write the CV in their own style, though, so there I was, rewriting my CV for the hundredth time.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

What about that other thing? Did you call the people your dad gave you the number for?

SICKLE

What thing? Oh, that, no. I've been doing this other stuff today. And anyway, I don't know who these people are - where they're working - and Dad's handwriting is atrocious anyway. I can barely figure out what they're called!

SICKLE'S MOTHER

How could you not have done it already? March is almost over - a whole other month wasted! At this rate you'll never get anywhere, what with not doing anything at all. Don't you have the least bit interest in anything?


The last line - both audio and image - is intermixed with that from SCENE ONE. The muted sound effect comes in, with SICKLE's sobs barely audible.


SCENE FIVE


INT. BEDROOM

A quick shot of SCENE TWO's mirror and kleenex.


INT. KITCHEN

SICKLE is setting the table whilst SICKLE'S MOTHER is making a salad. Camera FOCUS is on SICKLE's hands as she places things down, some with a touch of aggression or frustration. A shot of SICKLE's face in the mirror at its saddest is quickly shown. SICKLE takes out a package of ham, with an immediate shot of her putting it away to SICKLE'S MOTHER's voice:

SICKLE'S MOTHER

No, not that ham. That one'll last longer than the other one.

SICKLE takes out a breadbasket, then replaces it to SICKLE'S MOTHER's voice.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

No, don't use that breadbasket for the rye bread, it'll ruin the cloth.


SICKLE removes the cloth to SICKLE'S MOTHER's voice.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

Not that basket, I said. Use a plate.


SICKLE does not use a plate, but instead places a napkin into the bread basket, then lays the bread in.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

I can't stand it with you, slamming things and throwing them down!


SICKLE's hands snatch back from the basket. Her face is confused, still sad, with red-rimmed eyes.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

I can't stand it when you're like this! Can't you do things without whipping them out angrily?!?


FOCUS on SICKLE'S MOTHER who is shouting, waving her arms out like a child throwing a tantrum in time to her words.

SICKLE'S MOTHER

I hate you when you're like that! I hate you, hate you, hate you! I'm not going to let you embitter my life! Do you hear?


The shouting continues visually, but the audio changes to a buzzing whine then the previous muted roaring thrum. FADE TO BLACK.


INT. BEDROOM

Similar PAN over the bed as in SCENE ONE, with the FOCUS ending over SICKLE's shoulder. She is very still, her breathe audible over the muted thrum of SICKLE'S MOTHER's voice. Suddenly, her arms jerks towards her head OFFSCREEN and moves vigorously. The rustle of hair as it is pulled is hear in the sudden silence, then SICKLE's arm lowers, crossing the camera, and SICKLE is still again. The muted thrum starts up again and SICKLE's shoulder tenses.


Quote of the Day: Vladimir Nabokov
Turning one's novel into a movie script is rather like making a series of sketches for a painting that has long ago been finished and framed.


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* Molly Ringwald
ext_27713: An apple with a heart-shape cut into it (quotes: other: hugs that blanket)

<-- reaction #2

[identity profile] lienne.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
ext_27713: An apple with a heart-shape cut into it (emotions: wtf?)

<-- reaction #3, directed at SICKLE'S MOTHER

[identity profile] lienne.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
ext_27713: An apple with a heart-shape cut into it (Watchmen: Rorschach: FIRE)

<-- reaction #4, directed at same

[identity profile] lienne.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
*penguin hug of epic proportions*

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Delayed-reaction iconal response, because I sucketh verily, have nothing witty to say and am easily amused.

...and I don't have to make sense if I don't want to. So, basically, have some spam.
ext_27713: An apple with a heart-shape cut into it (emotions: heart)

[identity profile] lienne.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
*snuggles you forever*

[identity profile] chaosvizier.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh, cheeky family life. OH THE HUGE MANITY!

On the other hand, it would be cool if you got a WFP or UN-related internship. I might get to meet you! Crazy talk! ;-)

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I like your kind of crazy talk :D And yes, the 'manity is, indeed, huge. *sigh*

PS: I hope Boston has been (or is still being) nice to you!

[identity profile] chaosvizier.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Boston was kickass, in an extremely nerdy fashion. Which, I suppose, is the only fashion I'll ever really grasp.

Here, this should cheer you up. It always works for me:

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Animals! Explosions! Macros! Everything good in life in one image :D
kalmialatifolia: view of a pale-skinned woman's shoulder and arm. she wears a tattered black gown and black evening gloves. her hand is outstretched and holds a pomegranate. (consolations be there)

[personal profile] kalmialatifolia 2010-03-30 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
...*nudges* your mom's kind of an ass, not gonna apologize for sayin' so. *gnaws on*

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
No apology needed, because, hey, it's true. *penguin!hugs*

[identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, but...

What is that woman doing?!

Fuck!

*hugs you like crazy* D':

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
*snuggles up to you, muttering* I mean, I ain't perfect, but jeez, I ain't that bad neither. And it's good to know it's not just me who thinks there is some sort of crazy overreaction going on.

*more snuggles* (And your huge bold text made me sporfle, which was awesome and much needed.)

[identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs you close* Not bad is a gross understatement. You're fucking amazing. There.

And this is one hell of crazy overreaction. I can't believe anyone ever would say such things to you, especially since they're so completely untrue! You've been working a hell of a lot, even I fucking know that.

*shudders* Can't you move back to the Netherlands, if it's going to be like this from now on?

D: *does not want her Sickle to be dissed in such an unfair manner*

*LOVES YOU*

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I haven't been doing all that much lately... Except today, where I've been chained to the computer. But then I've been travelling! And skiing (her idea)! And sending out CVs which never got taken up with any interest, which isn't any fault of mine.

...so, okay, I've been doing about as much as I can, which is good enough. (I kinda wish she'd treat me like my brother, which is she lets him do whatever and then pines, worries and badmouths behind his back, out of ear-shot. Yes please.)

And nope, I'm afraid the Netherlands is a closed door now, so I'm stuck here. (And when did I ever think this was a good idea?) But that just means I'm going to try extra hard to get the hell out of here asap, right? Unless I get an internship in Rome, which is what I'm fishing for, which doesn't help.

Okay, whiney incoherency out, snuggles in. *snuggles and loves you madly*

[identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com 2010-03-31 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
You were doing everything you could possibly do ever, looking through those hundreds and hundreds of application, sending out your CV dozens of times, rewriting said CV dozens of times... your mother doesn't seem to realize that this is a fuckload of work and exhausting to boot. :/

... what would happen if you talked to her? Would she listen? :S

*snuggles and loves madly too*

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-31 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
I just think it wouldn't be "talking" so much as "defending self from accusations" and not so much "listening" as "judging".

*clings to you tightly*

[identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com 2010-03-31 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
GRR! D:

... she totally deserves to be poked in the eye. Gah.

Love you!

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-04-01 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
So, um, yesterday afternoon I talked (well, shouted, cried, all that jazz) and I think eventually she did listen. More on that when I can let myself think about it coherently. So yay?

Also? ICON OF WIN. Love you too!

[identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com 2010-04-01 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
BIG EPIC YAY. Not for you crying, of course, since things making you cry totally get a big epic D: from me - but for her listening!

SHE BETTER KEEP IT UP OR I MIGHT CONSIDER SENDING HER SOME HATE MAIL. OR GAY PORN TO TERRIFY THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF HER (although others would consider this practically a declaration of love, i.e. me, but your mom doesn't seem to be the type, so: PORN IN THE POSTBOX.)

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-04-01 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
*snuggles madly*

I...I wouldn't mind some gay porn...

[identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com 2010-04-01 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
*grins* I'm sure your mom will let you borrow it...

[identity profile] oakenguy.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, UGH. I'm so sorry!

Is there anyplace in the neighborhood where you can go and work and avoid her?

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* So far, my bedroom seems to be pretty safe haven. I'm pretty new to the city, but I'll look into public libraries and such. At any rate, I can walk the streets for a bit when the weather's nice.

[identity profile] poisoned-sleep.livejournal.com 2010-03-30 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Your mother...

I HAVE NO WORDS. GAH.

Your mother makes me very, very, very angry. I would say that I know you extremely well. I basically LIVED with you for a year (and it was awesome). NEVER ONCE did I EVER think you were lazy or incompetent or "without interest in anything." How dare she make you feel like that? HONESTLY. I FEEL LIKE THAT WOMAN DOESN'T EVEN KNOW YOU. Because if she DID know you, she'd know you were fucking awesome.

OMG ENRAGED.

(PS- Got your postcard today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Loved it. Macbeth meows hello.)

[identity profile] bending-sickle.livejournal.com 2010-03-31 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
I honestly don't think she does know me. I mean, if she did, she'd know that right now I'm freaking out a bit about the whole "unemployment, looking for job, recent graduate, moving back in with parents" situation. Or that, for example, my letting her read fiction that I wrote was a big leap and it kinda bloody hurts if she's all, "Oh, I can't possibly read that level of English! Oh, it was all about blood! Oh, you know I don't like that sort of stuff anyway."

Yay postcard :D Give Macbeth a tummy-rub from me.